Monday, September 28, 2009

Learning to Appreciate and Enjoy Moment

Had my 2nd wedding and it left me questioning how can I improve myself, how can I capture it with the right feeling.

I just read one of my favourite photographer's blog, most of his entry filled with joy and excitement.

Beside mastering technical part, or even getting familar with wedding culture I guess there also a need to enjoy them or else it will be empty shot.

Every wedding is a joyous occassion, from the early morning make up to the last hand shake, therefore there is a need to learn to appreciate this moment because it is really hard to come by for the couple, a need to enjoy because this is the day that they share their joy. Is really an art to master and this require being sensitive and good attitude in our everyday life.

This 2nd wedding I had I felted really tired due to lack of sleep due to many commitment I have, I guess I need to sort out what is more important for me. Because I can't have everything.

Thx God for all this=) is all belong to Him.

Thursday, September 24, 2009

The Air I Breathe

The air I breathe today belong to the Lord, I live because He breathe in me 24 hr a day.

I am dead tired.... going to rest early tonight. Tomorrow will be a great day ahead because I believe.

A Lesson of Patience

Feeling dead tired due to the lack of sleep.

However I just live my days running and running and didn't really take awhile to rest, even is resting I am still thinking of the world.

Really a fast pacing world, time seem to be running out always. Especially when we trying to be successful or even just earning to survive day by day. It totally drain our energy off. Eventually when one is close to their death all this are slowly strip away, so what is really meaningful then?

Being patience and not being anxious is a powerful tool. As in it help us to always find the true meaning in doing things. It help us to think and understand. Because today is assist in a school concept shoot, and basicly I am doing my own things and neglect the actually shoot procedure, I am not scolded but was actually mentored and this set me thinking the whole day why I am not being scolded. I found the answer is actually patience.

With patience we tend to live differently from this world. As in slower in pace, even though is slower but it always help one to understand life and what is really more important in life. Because of that patience that person gave it actually make me learn a lesson of supporting and being focus. So what is more meaningful? Actually simply just being patience so that we won't miss that moment in helping a person.

Tuesday, September 22, 2009

In Deep Thoughts

At home right now. But unsual stuff happen to me is that I actually put aside my work and watch TV. Kind of like my rest? Haha! Instead of going back to work I am actually in deep thoughts after watching a drama series about family, something struck me is the word love.

Indeed is something so fragile but worth fighting for in life even it require throwing away the word pride which is really diffcult. Because love is something can't buy,and true love can actually melts and fill emptiness in one hearts, I said that because I personally withness it.

As i think further my hearts begin to felt softer and comforted, because it just remind me of the agape love that He been pouring in my life. I still remember the day how He actually melts me and that leads to me making the greatest life decision which is to follow Him.

I decided to change blog because I really want to start experiencing life in a different way. Different way as in really open my eyes big big and look at every moment that is so precious be it good or bad.

I really need to grow after my 1st wedding as an assistant I ask myself 'how much do I actually understand all this'. My honest answer is I am not sure. As an photographer it require maturity, all this come by journaling life with a purpose, moment by moment which is everyday.